So today started out alright. Actually today started out great. Then I started to think about things and I’m currently up in limbo with everything that is going on.
I’m getting the Ring-around from my cso, when all I want to do is to get the ball rolling to finally get my kids back. Though nothing is going to happen until I have my FGM (family group meeting) though she can’t give me a time frame for that only that she sent a referral off for it and now has to wait…
I’m still trying to find my own place, though in say that its hard to find a place cos I don’t know when I’m getting the kids back. I can get a shared accommodation very quickly. Though if I will be getting my kids back with in 6 months , I’m better off staying where I am…
I just want my kids back already, this stuff around is really doing my head in.
And on top of all that I’m looking for work. Though can’t go full time as I have visitstion with the kids during the week. It’s either i find work or i go back to study as I can’t keep doing this sitting around home crap it’s doing my head in even more.
So with everything up in limbo its left me feeling quiet defeated. Maybe I’m just overthinking everything like normal